Someone who, first and foremost, takes pride in being with you and wouldn’t dream of keeping you on the down low. Someone who acknowledges your accomplishments and your strengths, but is also there to help you when your weaknesses get the best of you. Someone who is proud as hell when you succeed and supports you fully, but is also there to pick you up when you fall down. Someone who feels blessed and lucky to have you and appreciates you and your efforts no matter how little or big they may be. Someone who knows that nobody could compare because they’ve already found someone who embodies all that they’ve ever wanted. Do you know how satisfying it is to have somebody who actually realizes just how good they have it when they have you? It feels fucking amazing to have someone who looks at you and can’t help but think, “Damn. They’re mine.” (c) love-faithfully

Im so tired!pagod na pagod na akong nagprepretend na di ako nasasaktan,lahat naman ng pambabawal ko is para sayo,wag mo kasing sasabihin na wala akong trust sayo!lahat ng trust ko nasayo,pero konti lang ng hinihingi ko,respect lang:(sa totoo lang nag pakatotoo ako sayo lahat ginawa ko para magbago ka,pero wala im so tired of being like this yung ganito na kunware di nasasaktan,alam mo may limitations din tayo,pero kaw na mismo nagsbe sken na wala ka ng trust sa mga ginawa ko sayo dati pero alam mo naman sobrang sorry ako dun,alam ko di moko mapapatawad sa sorry pero patawarin mo nlng sana ako sa mga efforts ko pra sayo para lang makita ka para lang mahug kita.Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.alam ko may strenght ka ng iwan ako pero pag tatagal yan din magiging weakness mo,.Ikaw ang ng iwan hindi ako,alam mo yung reason kung bat ayaw kitang mag make up?kasi kahit di ka gumamit nyan maganda ka parin u dnt need to be beautiful sa ibang tao naman diba?ikaw na ang pinaka magandang babae sa buong mundo sa buong buhay ko,the reason why ayoko nagsusuot ka ng mga damit na maiiksi and etc alam mo na yun,ayoko lang naman makita ka ng ibang taong sexy e alam mo naman kung gano ka kasexy ,u dnt need to show them how much kung gno ka kaganda or kasexy,the reason why pinagbabawal ko sayo ito kasi i don’t wanna lose you,ikaw nlang reason kung bat ako masaya,ayoko kong nakikita yung sarili kong nagseselos nagagalit,the reason why di kita pinapayagan minsan sa mga friends mo kasi bka andun mga ex mo ,baka may mga lalake dun,baka lapit lapitan ka kunin number mo etc,you know how much i loved you,binago ko lahat lahat,para sayo,gusto ko lang gawin mo is to be real to be the girl na nakilala ko dati,yung babaeng nafall ako ng sobra sobra,im not forcing you to stay,ang gusto ko lang gawin mo is icherish mo lahat ng napagdaanan natin and be the girl u wanted to be.

Im sorry for everything that ive done.lalo na pagnasasaktan kita,napapaiyak kita,pero this is for the best,I can never change my past, it’s already happened anyway. All I can do is make the best of today, let go, and keep moving on.thankyou for everything,thank you for being the best girlfriend,be good and study hard im always here for you babe,asawa ko All I want is someone who will stay with me, no matter how hard it is to be with me.

-RF :(

We need to be able to be understanding of each other, that’s the only way we can make this work. But we’ve been doing that and that’s why we are lucky to have this stable relationship with no doubts about our future. Ralph, i love you and i always will and no matter what lies ahead, I’m not giving up. I hope you always remember that.

(Pugo Adventure, Pugad La Union. May 6, 2012). Ralph’s family invited me to their family reunion. It was once in a lifetime so I grabbed the opportunity to meet his family on his mother side. We arrived there at around 9 o’clock in the morning.

Ate Mei Bactad, his cousin, took this! Lol, baby looks soo cute underwater!

Me, together with his mom, cousins and aunts.

Before going home…

I was browsing facebook when I saw this shop on one of my friend’s liked pages. I wanna buy everything in this shop. It’s in Australia though, too bad. It’s shopmarkethq.

sometimes you look back on the past and question whether things really happened or not, but it did. there are no regrets because i’ve learned from everything that i had to go through. everything i have dealt with has made me so much stronger. i’m actually happy now, something i could never honestly say a year ago. everything happens for a reason and i’m actually really happy that things turned out this way.

its important to just take your history and learn from it. theres nothing to be bitter about, no hard feelings or grudges to be held, because i dont care for it. its actually a big waste of my time and ive got more important things to do. it happened and its done and over with. for all the people that had only been a part of my life temporarily, you’re irrelevant. not in a harsh way, its just that theres no reason to give you a second thought. you just have to live your life as things come at you and when you get through those things, you can only realize that its made you a stronger, happier, and better person.

Outfit for the day! 5th floor SLU Library, (c) Cutreenuh

I know it’s hard to prove, but it’s true. I can’t find a reason to actually give up. There has been more good things than bad things. I just want to let you know that I won’t be the one giving up. I don’t believe in the saying, ”If you love someone, let them go.”  Because if you really did love them, you wouldn’t have let go. But if you hurt me, make me cry constantly, have no love for me, use me, then that’s a whole different story.

Source: rfontanilla